Well hello!
It's been a while. I know. =)
But I have excuses! I swear.
Mostly it's school crap. But ohmygawd, my table looks amazing. Well not as amazing as Myra's. But just good enough, you know?
Okay well, setting that aside, Dougie is probably the main attraction on my table. Well that and several pictures of me in UK when I was younger. Everyone keeps saying that it's 'CUTE'. It's not la people. If you look closer.....you'll see that I'm missing a tooth.
-.-'
Anyway, the biggest thing that has happened to me today.....
*dun dun dun*
Eh, I got my braces. =)
It looks sort of cool. But it sort of hurts as well cos I'm still not used to it and it's kinda hard to put my lips over the braces. Erm....did that just make any sense?
So I can't blog long because yeah, I'm not suppose to be online since it's a weekday.
Ohmygod, I just remembered the interactor probationers seminar this Saturday. *sighs*
I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. -.-'
Tiiiiired.....
And I'm not thinking straight right now. It's like someone has hot-wired my brain to some exploding devices and the timer is ticking away. So, till the next time my faithful readers. =D
Thursday, 31 January 2008
Saturday, 26 January 2008
There's So Much On My Mind, It's Tearing Me Apart
Currently Listening To: 'No Reason' by Sum 41.
I feel so bad for missing cross-country today. I feel like I've let alot of people down but like, my mum was lazy to send me. Hey, does it look like it's MY fault that I live all the way in freaking Puchong when the damn school is in Petaling Jaya?????
*sighs*
Moving on.....I heard Blue House won for the entire cross country thingy. Boo. Red house will eventually win. :D
Hmmmm......anyway, so instead of going to cross-country. I slept and talked on the phone for a while with someone. And then I had tuition. They changed the time table so we have Maths, Science and History all in one day.
That's like, four and a half hours worth of tuition!
But I don't mind. It's all of my favourite subjects in one day. Especially since we have Mr. Sara as our History teacher!! Wheee.....
He's such a nice guy. Very loud too. LOL
So today, Albert was the person whom stole most of my attention (along with Bai's). I pity Aaron, he used to be like, the king of the class or something like that. But now he's all quiet. I wonder what's eating his mind. I would like to say PMR.....but who knows?
Albert, Albert, Albert....
Oh my God, it sounds like I'm obsessed with him or something. -.-'
No, it's not that. I don't know why he just seems to grab my attention. Plus, every time I look at him, I think of Tom Fletcher for some reason. I think it's because of the personality. And the fact that he (Albert) has this face that makes you have this urge to walk up to him and piiiiiiinch his cheeks. :D
No, I have not done that. But it doesn't mean I don't want to!
Mr. Sara kept picking on Albert today for some reason. He kept asking Albert during History, "Albert, are you still there ah? Or have you gone wondering off somewhere far far away already?"
And as such.....
But me likey him. As in Mr. Sara. Not Albert. I like them both. As individuals. Not anything more ah. Don't get information wrong. -.-
I cried again in tuition today. Not cry as in 'SOBS, WEEPS, GASPS' cry, just cry like 'tears blurring my vision silently' cry. Yeah, Miss Nirmala was talking about one of her form 5 students whom suffered from depression. He is a good kid. But ever since he was young or something like that, he's parents kept having like MAJOR ARGUMENTS and he just locked himself away in his room and came out when they're done. It went on like that for seventeen years. A classic 'stay together for the kids' situation. Anyway, I think he had the same thing that Nick Traina had. Only of course, Danielle Steel is an awesome mother. But you know, both kids suffer from manic depression (Miss Nirmala didn't say 'manic depression' but she explained what had happened to her form 5 student and I came to the conclusion. It was like Nick Traina anyway). That was my connection.
After that Miss Nirmala went like, "Don't keep things to yourself. If you have a problem. Voice it out. If you come here, only for tuition. That's up to you la. But you know, you always have your parents to talk to right?"
*silence in the class*
"I'm not hearing a 'yes' man." Miss Nirmala laughed. "Well it's okay, you can talk to me. I know you people have problem one. But you just keep it to yourself. Some of you, I can tell when you have a problem. But MOST OF YOU, knows how to hide it." She continued.
And hide it, I will.
What am I suppose to say to her anyway?
"Hey teacher, guess what? Your pupil suffers from dysthymia."?
Yeah, I can see that going down well.
So erm yeah.....hence the tears.
*sighs*
I feel so bad for missing cross-country today. I feel like I've let alot of people down but like, my mum was lazy to send me. Hey, does it look like it's MY fault that I live all the way in freaking Puchong when the damn school is in Petaling Jaya?????
*sighs*
Moving on.....I heard Blue House won for the entire cross country thingy. Boo. Red house will eventually win. :D
Hmmmm......anyway, so instead of going to cross-country. I slept and talked on the phone for a while with someone. And then I had tuition. They changed the time table so we have Maths, Science and History all in one day.
That's like, four and a half hours worth of tuition!
But I don't mind. It's all of my favourite subjects in one day. Especially since we have Mr. Sara as our History teacher!! Wheee.....
He's such a nice guy. Very loud too. LOL
So today, Albert was the person whom stole most of my attention (along with Bai's). I pity Aaron, he used to be like, the king of the class or something like that. But now he's all quiet. I wonder what's eating his mind. I would like to say PMR.....but who knows?
Albert, Albert, Albert....
Oh my God, it sounds like I'm obsessed with him or something. -.-'
No, it's not that. I don't know why he just seems to grab my attention. Plus, every time I look at him, I think of Tom Fletcher for some reason. I think it's because of the personality. And the fact that he (Albert) has this face that makes you have this urge to walk up to him and piiiiiiinch his cheeks. :D
No, I have not done that. But it doesn't mean I don't want to!
Mr. Sara kept picking on Albert today for some reason. He kept asking Albert during History, "Albert, are you still there ah? Or have you gone wondering off somewhere far far away already?"
And as such.....
But me likey him. As in Mr. Sara. Not Albert. I like them both. As individuals. Not anything more ah. Don't get information wrong. -.-
I cried again in tuition today. Not cry as in 'SOBS, WEEPS, GASPS' cry, just cry like 'tears blurring my vision silently' cry. Yeah, Miss Nirmala was talking about one of her form 5 students whom suffered from depression. He is a good kid. But ever since he was young or something like that, he's parents kept having like MAJOR ARGUMENTS and he just locked himself away in his room and came out when they're done. It went on like that for seventeen years. A classic 'stay together for the kids' situation. Anyway, I think he had the same thing that Nick Traina had. Only of course, Danielle Steel is an awesome mother. But you know, both kids suffer from manic depression (Miss Nirmala didn't say 'manic depression' but she explained what had happened to her form 5 student and I came to the conclusion. It was like Nick Traina anyway). That was my connection.
After that Miss Nirmala went like, "Don't keep things to yourself. If you have a problem. Voice it out. If you come here, only for tuition. That's up to you la. But you know, you always have your parents to talk to right?"
*silence in the class*
"I'm not hearing a 'yes' man." Miss Nirmala laughed. "Well it's okay, you can talk to me. I know you people have problem one. But you just keep it to yourself. Some of you, I can tell when you have a problem. But MOST OF YOU, knows how to hide it." She continued.
And hide it, I will.
What am I suppose to say to her anyway?
"Hey teacher, guess what? Your pupil suffers from dysthymia."?
Yeah, I can see that going down well.
So erm yeah.....hence the tears.
*sighs*
Pure Ecstasy
Wheeee..... OMGD. I'm so HAPPY.
Guess what, guess what, guess what!!!!! Dougie won for Most Fanciable Male of 2007!!!! :D Uhuh, uhuh, uhuh. I'm so prooooooooooooooooud of him. And yay to all the people who voted for him. He rocks, right, right, right? Cheh....taking other people's happiness. I feel like a parasite. Hahahaha.....
Uhuh! Credits to Dougie-Poynter.com for editing the picture. *points at the star* :D
2nd place: Howard Donald
3rd place: John Leto
And also happy cos McFly won Best Live Act. *extra huge smile*
2nd place: Muse
3rd place: Foo Fighters
wheeeeeeeeeee......anyway, it's 12pm. I have not bathe. And.....I'm on the phone. :D Annoying Baizura with my talk. And she saying, "You have to write everything ah?"
Uhuh.
I do.
I'm awesome. :D
No.
Dougie is awesome. MCFLY is awesome. :D :D :D :D :D
Right. Tuition. Later. Online. Tonight.
Toooodles....
Guess what, guess what, guess what!!!!! Dougie won for Most Fanciable Male of 2007!!!! :D Uhuh, uhuh, uhuh. I'm so prooooooooooooooooud of him. And yay to all the people who voted for him. He rocks, right, right, right? Cheh....taking other people's happiness. I feel like a parasite. Hahahaha.....
Uhuh! Credits to Dougie-Poynter.com for editing the picture. *points at the star* :D
2nd place: Howard Donald
3rd place: John Leto
And also happy cos McFly won Best Live Act. *extra huge smile*
2nd place: Muse
3rd place: Foo Fighters
wheeeeeeeeeee......anyway, it's 12pm. I have not bathe. And.....I'm on the phone. :D Annoying Baizura with my talk. And she saying, "You have to write everything ah?"
Uhuh.
I do.
I'm awesome. :D
No.
Dougie is awesome. MCFLY is awesome. :D :D :D :D :D
Right. Tuition. Later. Online. Tonight.
Toooodles....
Friday, 25 January 2008
Dream Up A War to End All Wars
No updates yesterday because.....
Well, wasn't in the mood. We lost. End of story. I don't want to elaborate. Because I don't want to remember the bitterness that comes with it. You can call me a 'sore loser' if you like. But I swear, you say that to my face and I'll punch you. No kidding.
So anyway, yesterday was Datin Lee's retirement day. Or was suppose to be. Until Pn. Alainal went to the erm....Ministry and asked if she could stay longer in Sri Aman. I'm not sure if Datin Lee is pleased or not. I can barely stand four years in Sri Aman, she's been there for thirty-one years. I say Datin, I salute you. *salutes*
I have to admit though, before I went into depression yesterday, it was going pretty well. The ceremony was funny. And I almost cried when they showed that video of Datin Lee. All the pictures when she was younger. =')
And then of course when Datin Lee's husband danced with her on stage and she gave him a kiss on the cheek. Or was it him to her? It doesn't matter. It was still so DARN SWEET. :D
After that they had an Interact exam for all the probationers. <>
Ohmygod, I hope Myra, Trisher, Sharinee and I passed.
*crosses my fingers*
Speaking of Trisher. She didn't come to school today. And we were suppose to pass up our English books to her. Erm, Trisher.....sorry to say but the class is gonna say, "But teeeeacher! Trisher didn't come!"
Bad time to catch the influenza eh? :P
And just before cross-country.
How convenient. *raises an eyebrow*
Today, nothing much happened. Nearly fell asleep in like, Agama and Maths. And then went rushing around the school during recess looking for a couple of teachers as well as finishing my Geo homework that was due like, next period. And then after that JUST learnt the good news that we can decorate our tables.
I went all over-excited and actually measured my table and couldn't stop asking people within a ten meter radius of me, how were they gonna decorate their table.
Then after that everyone went to the Hall to listen about the Do's and Don'ts of tomorrow's cross-country.
So yes, that was basically what happened today. And now, I'm off to look for McFly pictures to use for decorating my table.
Yes, I'm lame.
Boo.
Well, wasn't in the mood. We lost. End of story. I don't want to elaborate. Because I don't want to remember the bitterness that comes with it. You can call me a 'sore loser' if you like. But I swear, you say that to my face and I'll punch you. No kidding.
So anyway, yesterday was Datin Lee's retirement day. Or was suppose to be. Until Pn. Alainal went to the erm....Ministry and asked if she could stay longer in Sri Aman. I'm not sure if Datin Lee is pleased or not. I can barely stand four years in Sri Aman, she's been there for thirty-one years. I say Datin, I salute you. *salutes*
I have to admit though, before I went into depression yesterday, it was going pretty well. The ceremony was funny. And I almost cried when they showed that video of Datin Lee. All the pictures when she was younger. =')
And then of course when Datin Lee's husband danced with her on stage and she gave him a kiss on the cheek. Or was it him to her? It doesn't matter. It was still so DARN SWEET. :D
After that they had an Interact exam for all the probationers. <>
Ohmygod, I hope Myra, Trisher, Sharinee and I passed.
*crosses my fingers*
Speaking of Trisher. She didn't come to school today. And we were suppose to pass up our English books to her. Erm, Trisher.....sorry to say but the class is gonna say, "But teeeeacher! Trisher didn't come!"
Bad time to catch the influenza eh? :P
And just before cross-country.
How convenient. *raises an eyebrow*
Today, nothing much happened. Nearly fell asleep in like, Agama and Maths. And then went rushing around the school during recess looking for a couple of teachers as well as finishing my Geo homework that was due like, next period. And then after that JUST learnt the good news that we can decorate our tables.
I went all over-excited and actually measured my table and couldn't stop asking people within a ten meter radius of me, how were they gonna decorate their table.
Then after that everyone went to the Hall to listen about the Do's and Don'ts of tomorrow's cross-country.
So yes, that was basically what happened today. And now, I'm off to look for McFly pictures to use for decorating my table.
Yes, I'm lame.
Boo.
Wednesday, 23 January 2008
Answer Me.
Listening To: 'Naughty Boy' by Gunther. *AGAIN*
Today is a holiday = No School. *does a fake Texan accent* Yeeee-HAW!
:D
So I woke up at about ten something just now thanks to my mum. As usual, I don't think anyone actually likes it when I'm not bothering them with some random thing or other. -.-'
Anyways, today spent most of my day at Bangsar Shopping Centre. Erm....went to Chilli's with my mum, sisters and grandparents and ordered a heck lot of stuff.
Me: "Crap.....Ma, whose going to eat all this?"
Mum: "You are."
Me: *widens eyes* Me???
Mum: "Yes."
Me: "I knew I should have asked for the kid's menu."
So yes, there was a lot of leftovers but no worries! My mum asked them to pack it for us so we could bring 'em home. Three guesses what tonight's dinner is going to be! Hahaha. Well, after that Elly (the six year old sister), went with my grandma to get her ears pierced while me and my mum went to Times. I got this book called, 'Skulduggerry Pleasant' by Derek Landy. The front cover is cool in a childish kind of way. I mean, the drawing looks like another advert for 'Ghost Rider' or something but I don't care. The synopsis was cool so I thought I'd give it a try. Seeing as the book costs over RM50, it's gotta be good. Right? Plus it was in the 'Best-Sellers' section. I think. I don't know. What do they call those stacks of books that they put on a table beside those long shelves of books?
ANYWAY, I'm only on page 30, so I'll let you know once I finish it.
I agree with Tom Fletcher, "I adore getting stuck in a good book."
Awww.....A guy that actually likes to read! FINALLY.
Myra, you're so lucky. :P
Then we went home and in the car my mum began to nag me about studying and all and I was like gaaaaaaaah. Because honestly, I know how 'important' PMR is and everything, I don't need to be reminded of it everyday. Of every hour. Of every minute. Of every second. Hell, it's already imprinted in my head. I just have to think of school and my thoughts would drift to PMR. Give me a break people! I can't be studying all the time. Geez......
My bed is soooooo messy right now. There are tons of things on it. It's mostly books. Like school text books. And there's erm.....a Bliss magazine. And my huge giant assed pencil box (I really don't think my pencil box has an ass to begin with but let's just leave it at that). And this freebie bag that came with the Bliss magazine. It's actually pretty cute. But it's so small the only thing that can fit in it would probably be my PE clothes for school. And I'm still trying to figure out what it says on the front. I never was a good reader of cursive writing. I wonder how I understand Pn. Christina sometimes. Ahahaha.....
Well yeah, that was basically my day today. Oh, and I'm currently suffering from stomach cramps right now but I don't think anybody needed to know that. ;)
Aaaah.....Sash, Mye.....Really wanted to spend time with you guys today. -.-'
Hope your house is sparkly clean now Mye. :P
Sash.....hoped you finished your homework and designed some things!! Or at least watched some of the other One Tree Hill season 5 episodes that you managed to download. My mum is already bugging me about it.
I shall just ignore her for the next couple of months. =D The most brilliant idea I had in ages!
Maaaaan.....cross-country this Saturday. I actually can't wait to be honest. 'Cos I'd be busy the whole day.....I won't even have time to think. Which is good since I need to stop thinking and just....I don't know.....live?
Yeah. It's like, straight after cross-country I've got tuition. So cross-country is like at 7 something in the morning till 1 something. Tuition is at 2.30pm~7.00pm. Yeah.....what a day. :)
Mmmmm.....no thinking day. Can't wait.
Today is a holiday = No School. *does a fake Texan accent* Yeeee-HAW!
:D
So I woke up at about ten something just now thanks to my mum. As usual, I don't think anyone actually likes it when I'm not bothering them with some random thing or other. -.-'
Anyways, today spent most of my day at Bangsar Shopping Centre. Erm....went to Chilli's with my mum, sisters and grandparents and ordered a heck lot of stuff.
Me: "Crap.....Ma, whose going to eat all this?"
Mum: "You are."
Me: *widens eyes* Me???
Mum: "Yes."
Me: "I knew I should have asked for the kid's menu."
So yes, there was a lot of leftovers but no worries! My mum asked them to pack it for us so we could bring 'em home. Three guesses what tonight's dinner is going to be! Hahaha. Well, after that Elly (the six year old sister), went with my grandma to get her ears pierced while me and my mum went to Times. I got this book called, 'Skulduggerry Pleasant' by Derek Landy. The front cover is cool in a childish kind of way. I mean, the drawing looks like another advert for 'Ghost Rider' or something but I don't care. The synopsis was cool so I thought I'd give it a try. Seeing as the book costs over RM50, it's gotta be good. Right? Plus it was in the 'Best-Sellers' section. I think. I don't know. What do they call those stacks of books that they put on a table beside those long shelves of books?
ANYWAY, I'm only on page 30, so I'll let you know once I finish it.
I agree with Tom Fletcher, "I adore getting stuck in a good book."
Awww.....A guy that actually likes to read! FINALLY.
Myra, you're so lucky. :P
Then we went home and in the car my mum began to nag me about studying and all and I was like gaaaaaaaah. Because honestly, I know how 'important' PMR is and everything, I don't need to be reminded of it everyday. Of every hour. Of every minute. Of every second. Hell, it's already imprinted in my head. I just have to think of school and my thoughts would drift to PMR. Give me a break people! I can't be studying all the time. Geez......
My bed is soooooo messy right now. There are tons of things on it. It's mostly books. Like school text books. And there's erm.....a Bliss magazine. And my huge giant assed pencil box (I really don't think my pencil box has an ass to begin with but let's just leave it at that). And this freebie bag that came with the Bliss magazine. It's actually pretty cute. But it's so small the only thing that can fit in it would probably be my PE clothes for school. And I'm still trying to figure out what it says on the front. I never was a good reader of cursive writing. I wonder how I understand Pn. Christina sometimes. Ahahaha.....
Well yeah, that was basically my day today. Oh, and I'm currently suffering from stomach cramps right now but I don't think anybody needed to know that. ;)
Aaaah.....Sash, Mye.....Really wanted to spend time with you guys today. -.-'
Hope your house is sparkly clean now Mye. :P
Sash.....hoped you finished your homework and designed some things!! Or at least watched some of the other One Tree Hill season 5 episodes that you managed to download. My mum is already bugging me about it.
I shall just ignore her for the next couple of months. =D The most brilliant idea I had in ages!
Maaaaan.....cross-country this Saturday. I actually can't wait to be honest. 'Cos I'd be busy the whole day.....I won't even have time to think. Which is good since I need to stop thinking and just....I don't know.....live?
Yeah. It's like, straight after cross-country I've got tuition. So cross-country is like at 7 something in the morning till 1 something. Tuition is at 2.30pm~7.00pm. Yeah.....what a day. :)
Mmmmm.....no thinking day. Can't wait.
Tuesday, 22 January 2008
Post 101
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Naughty Boy' by Gunther.
*dirty thoughts of _ _ _ _ _ _* ;)
Anyway, today is what my title says. This is my number 101 post. :D Yay me!!
So I shall be explaining what happened today.....
As per usual, wake up. Went to school. Everything was upside down and stuff thanks to the fact that the Minister of Education was in our school today. I think our school was on four different news channel tonight. =O
Geez, what's the big deal? So some guy went to our school. And he happens to be something for the parliament. And so.....??
It's still not McFly.
:P
AHAHAHA......
Well, I mostly felt sleepy throughout school today. It felt like I was going to pass out in Geography but thankfully I didn't!
So today we did cross-country for house practice. Erm....I ran alone thanks to the fact that yellow house, green house and blue house were like aaaages behind us. -.-'
It was kinda freaky since like, I kept talking to myself. Yes, I do have the tendency to talk to myself. But that's because I was bored and I needed some encouragement to continue with the cross-country. Even if it was from myself. :)
Okay, this song and video (yes, it's a video on YouTube. OBVIOUSLY) is making me feel horny. =x
LOL
Right. I'm gonna go and write something in Microsoft. Before I go loony. Or perhaps before Trisher screams in my ear, "WRITE MORE!!!!"
*dirty thoughts of _ _ _ _ _ _* ;)
Anyway, today is what my title says. This is my number 101 post. :D Yay me!!
So I shall be explaining what happened today.....
As per usual, wake up. Went to school. Everything was upside down and stuff thanks to the fact that the Minister of Education was in our school today. I think our school was on four different news channel tonight. =O
Geez, what's the big deal? So some guy went to our school. And he happens to be something for the parliament. And so.....??
It's still not McFly.
:P
AHAHAHA......
Well, I mostly felt sleepy throughout school today. It felt like I was going to pass out in Geography but thankfully I didn't!
So today we did cross-country for house practice. Erm....I ran alone thanks to the fact that yellow house, green house and blue house were like aaaages behind us. -.-'
It was kinda freaky since like, I kept talking to myself. Yes, I do have the tendency to talk to myself. But that's because I was bored and I needed some encouragement to continue with the cross-country. Even if it was from myself. :)
Okay, this song and video (yes, it's a video on YouTube. OBVIOUSLY) is making me feel horny. =x
LOL
Right. I'm gonna go and write something in Microsoft. Before I go loony. Or perhaps before Trisher screams in my ear, "WRITE MORE!!!!"
You sakai la, Trish.
Monday, 21 January 2008
Give me candy!!!
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Boyband' by Son of Dork (although, I still have Trisher's 'song' in my head. You sakai. -.-')
Yeah, some of you are probably wondering how the hell did I get onto the computer since it's a WEEK DAY. Well, I needed to look some things up on Dr. Martin Luther King so in the mean time. ;)
Anyway, I was reading my blog in my MySpace account. Well, my old blog and I realized how much I used to crap about school so here I am gonna crap about school!!!!
Well, I woke up in the morning as usual. And as USUAL my mum wakes up late and makes me hyperventilate in the car 'cause I don't want to be late for school. They get really freaky when you're late. o.o
Anyway, I made it just in time and then we didn't have assembly in the morning since the hall is under renovation for the 'humongous super fantastically intergaletically important' guest tomorrow. -.-' It's sort of annoying since if it wasn't for him, the school would still be in the retarded state it always was. Moving on, everyone was making a fuss to make the class appear more 'cheeful'. Sharinee was handing out sweets like the next Willy Wonka (but we know that Myra is the MRS. Willy Wonka LOL).
We had PE after that where our teacher practically tortured us doing stretches and stuff. There was this one stretch that me, Trisher and Myra called it 'the constipated' move. Or something along those lines. Basically, it looks like you're about to sit on the toilet seat, and then someone calls your name and you have to stand up all over again. =P SOME tai-chi. LOL.
I am not making much sense, am I?
omgd.....Mel, how long does it take you to bathe la woman? Lol. CONTINUING, after that we had Geography *sleeps*. It's not that I don't really adore the teacher, oh wait, I don't. xP Sssshhhh...... but she's of course way better than my tuition Geography teacher. Pass the pillows, please?
Then erm....after recess we had Science. And I'm suppose to be the Science AJK and I kinda didn't know where we're supposed to go. ^.^'
And then teacher had a long nag at me 'cos she thought it was my fault that I didn't know where we're supposed to go. *ahem* Does it look like I have the schedule?????
Right.
Anyway.
BM teacher didn't come! YAY! One less subject to NOT learn. Oh fook, speaking of learning. I haven't wrapped some of my text books. O.O
Ohmyfuckinggod.
And I don't have a text book wrap thing. -.-'
Maaaaaan.....
Sooo.....yes, that was my day. Oh, nearly fell asleep in Maths. And erm....then went to Subway with Baizura after school to get lunch. And then it rained like shitting hell. Have I mentioned that I hate thunder? I hate thunder. But I like rain. <3>
That makes me sound so weird. Not that I'm NOT already weird. Man, this post is so random. It's like, I'm just typing without really knowing the sequence and everything is all jumbled up. :) Pn. Christina would so kill me if she ever read my blog. Cos it has no proper direction now does it? Except the enormously big burden of a Form 3 girl. :P
Right. I shall now go and figure out what pictures to post up here. Or something along those lines. Just something to remember me as we plough trough the week. Although Wednesday is a holiday due to Thaipusam (did I spell that right?) but I'm not sure if I'm going to be online due to the fact that I shall be BUSY with Sash and Mye recording for our video clip. xD Can't wait!!!
Yeah, some of you are probably wondering how the hell did I get onto the computer since it's a WEEK DAY. Well, I needed to look some things up on Dr. Martin Luther King so in the mean time. ;)
Anyway, I was reading my blog in my MySpace account. Well, my old blog and I realized how much I used to crap about school so here I am gonna crap about school!!!!
Well, I woke up in the morning as usual. And as USUAL my mum wakes up late and makes me hyperventilate in the car 'cause I don't want to be late for school. They get really freaky when you're late. o.o
Anyway, I made it just in time and then we didn't have assembly in the morning since the hall is under renovation for the 'humongous super fantastically intergaletically important' guest tomorrow. -.-' It's sort of annoying since if it wasn't for him, the school would still be in the retarded state it always was. Moving on, everyone was making a fuss to make the class appear more 'cheeful'. Sharinee was handing out sweets like the next Willy Wonka (but we know that Myra is the MRS. Willy Wonka LOL).
We had PE after that where our teacher practically tortured us doing stretches and stuff. There was this one stretch that me, Trisher and Myra called it 'the constipated' move. Or something along those lines. Basically, it looks like you're about to sit on the toilet seat, and then someone calls your name and you have to stand up all over again. =P SOME tai-chi. LOL.
I am not making much sense, am I?
omgd.....Mel, how long does it take you to bathe la woman? Lol. CONTINUING, after that we had Geography *sleeps*. It's not that I don't really adore the teacher, oh wait, I don't. xP Sssshhhh...... but she's of course way better than my tuition Geography teacher. Pass the pillows, please?
Then erm....after recess we had Science. And I'm suppose to be the Science AJK and I kinda didn't know where we're supposed to go. ^.^'
And then teacher had a long nag at me 'cos she thought it was my fault that I didn't know where we're supposed to go. *ahem* Does it look like I have the schedule?????
Right.
Anyway.
BM teacher didn't come! YAY! One less subject to NOT learn. Oh fook, speaking of learning. I haven't wrapped some of my text books. O.O
Ohmyfuckinggod.
And I don't have a text book wrap thing. -.-'
Maaaaaan.....
Sooo.....yes, that was my day. Oh, nearly fell asleep in Maths. And erm....then went to Subway with Baizura after school to get lunch. And then it rained like shitting hell. Have I mentioned that I hate thunder? I hate thunder. But I like rain. <3>
That makes me sound so weird. Not that I'm NOT already weird. Man, this post is so random. It's like, I'm just typing without really knowing the sequence and everything is all jumbled up. :) Pn. Christina would so kill me if she ever read my blog. Cos it has no proper direction now does it? Except the enormously big burden of a Form 3 girl. :P
Right. I shall now go and figure out what pictures to post up here. Or something along those lines. Just something to remember me as we plough trough the week. Although Wednesday is a holiday due to Thaipusam (did I spell that right?) but I'm not sure if I'm going to be online due to the fact that I shall be BUSY with Sash and Mye recording for our video clip. xD Can't wait!!!
Sunday, 20 January 2008
Hands Down.....
I am suuuuuuuuper bored. Hence, several posts in one day. *la la la* In like an hour, I have to leave for tuition. Have I mentioned how much I don't wanna go?
LOL. Me and Mel are discussing in WLM about my future story that I might write for the Prefect's Newsletter thing. I want to send in something for Editorial board too but I'll think of it later. I'd much rather BE on the Ed Board. But I think I'll be too swamped.
omgd.....I need to go through my shit loads of Dougie pictures to find one suitable to put in my phone. If it were up, I'd put all 900 something. Yes, I do have that many. But since my phone is such a retard that has the memory space of a.....a......erm.....256MB? Yeah. No way in Hell is that gonna happen.
LOL. Me and Mel are discussing in WLM about my future story that I might write for the Prefect's Newsletter thing. I want to send in something for Editorial board too but I'll think of it later. I'd much rather BE on the Ed Board. But I think I'll be too swamped.
omgd.....I need to go through my shit loads of Dougie pictures to find one suitable to put in my phone. If it were up, I'd put all 900 something. Yes, I do have that many. But since my phone is such a retard that has the memory space of a.....a......erm.....256MB? Yeah. No way in Hell is that gonna happen.
Charlie is so
- HOT.
Ahahaha......Yellow people in Blogland. I am currently thirsty and I'm wondering when am I going to get myself together so that I'll be able to have some lunch. Anyway...... I should be doing my homework because tomorrow have Geography but I really can't be arsed to do it now. *la la la*
Plus, I need to wrap the rest of my text books or the school will not stop nagging in your ear like the fleas that they are. No offence but it's not like putting a plastic cover on the book will protect it from any other 'dangers'. Besides, whoever who can't take care of books should be sent to jail. :P
Speaking of throwing people into jail, I really, really want to like.......murder something. Or someone to be more precise. Let's just say, don't start a fight with me over MySpace okay? It's stupid. And childish. And you don't have to put my name in your header. We're done. So why are you still saying my name?????
Shut up bitch!
Ngahaha......for some reason I find it really satisfying to call a guy, 'bitch'. It's like, their not even worthy of being called the bastard they truly are. LOL.
Did that make sense?
*la la la* Anyway......I have History and Geo tuition later. Looking forward to History. Not Geo. The teacher is soooooo boring. Replace him! Not the History teacher!!
Hmmmm......
OMGD.....
Eeeee....I'm so pissed. -.-'
Why aren't the school holidays here yet?
Eh, speaking of which. Cross-country is like, next weekend. OMGD.....tuition!!!! *sighs*
Anyway, that wasn't what I wanted to say. What I wanted to say WAS, this Wednesday, Sash, Mye.....we're going to start recording for 'Don't Stop Me Now' video clip. Okay? But I need to find a decent camcorder to burrow. Hmmmm.....
OH!
And of course we're going to do that tattoo thing. Just to let you guys know. Anyway, my mum is hollering! Taaaa.....
Ahahaha......Yellow people in Blogland. I am currently thirsty and I'm wondering when am I going to get myself together so that I'll be able to have some lunch. Anyway...... I should be doing my homework because tomorrow have Geography but I really can't be arsed to do it now. *la la la*
Plus, I need to wrap the rest of my text books or the school will not stop nagging in your ear like the fleas that they are. No offence but it's not like putting a plastic cover on the book will protect it from any other 'dangers'. Besides, whoever who can't take care of books should be sent to jail. :P
Speaking of throwing people into jail, I really, really want to like.......murder something. Or someone to be more precise. Let's just say, don't start a fight with me over MySpace okay? It's stupid. And childish. And you don't have to put my name in your header. We're done. So why are you still saying my name?????
Shut up bitch!
Ngahaha......for some reason I find it really satisfying to call a guy, 'bitch'. It's like, their not even worthy of being called the bastard they truly are. LOL.
Did that make sense?
*la la la* Anyway......I have History and Geo tuition later. Looking forward to History. Not Geo. The teacher is soooooo boring. Replace him! Not the History teacher!!
Hmmmm......
OMGD.....
Eeeee....I'm so pissed. -.-'
Why aren't the school holidays here yet?
Eh, speaking of which. Cross-country is like, next weekend. OMGD.....tuition!!!! *sighs*
Anyway, that wasn't what I wanted to say. What I wanted to say WAS, this Wednesday, Sash, Mye.....we're going to start recording for 'Don't Stop Me Now' video clip. Okay? But I need to find a decent camcorder to burrow. Hmmmm.....
OH!
And of course we're going to do that tattoo thing. Just to let you guys know. Anyway, my mum is hollering! Taaaa.....
Breaking Everything
001. Real name: Nur Natasha Nadiah bt. Yahya
002. Nickname: Tash, Nat, Nata, Tasha, Nad, Naddy, Poynter, CocoNAT, PeaNAT.....
003. Married: Divorced. :P
004. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius. (Like Dougie! =D)
005. Male or female: Female
007. High school: SMK (P) Sri Aman
008. College: Don't know yet. Either King's College or Yale....
010. Short/long hair: short-ish, long-ish
015. Are you a health freak: Nope. But I do look at the mirror and think, "OMFGD! I'm so faaaat...."
016. Height: 5, 2'' I think.
017 . Do you have a crush on someone: It's more of an addiction than a 'crush'.
018. Do you like yourself: It depends.
019. Piercings: Ears
021. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS :
022. First surgery: None. Thank God!
023. First piercing(s): When I was three.
024. First best friend: Zarith Syazlyn. I think. OMGD....I think I forgot how to spell her name. = If you're reading this, I'm sorry!!
025. First award: Kindergarten
026. First sport you joined: Track and field. Relay race.
027. First pet: Kitty!! ;)
028. First vacation: London
029. First concert: I think it was Westlife. :O
030. First crush: It was pathetic.
CURRENTLY :
049. Eating: Nopey.
050. Drinking: No. But I would really love a glass of water right now. Honeystars are dryyy....
052. I'm about to: type! x)
YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: Yeah.
059. Want to get married: to Dougie Poynter. =B NGAHAHAHA......
060. Careers in mind: Psychologist in erm.....criminology.
WHICH ONE IS BETTER:
068. Lips or eyes: Eyes!!! *sighs*
069. Hugs or kisses: BOTH
070. Shorter or taller: Taller! Of course.
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantically spontaneous.
073. Nice stomach or nice arm: Let go into specifics, toned stomach and strong arms. :)
074. Sensitive or loud: Loudly sensitive. :P
075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationships. Always.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant: Both.
HAVE YOU EVER :
078. Kissed a stranger?: No.
079. Drank bubbles: Yeah.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: Lost my glasses before. I feel like an old grandma. =O
081. Ran away from home: Planned to.
082. Liked someone younger: Yeah. What a sad case.
083. Liked someone older: Of course. :)
084. Broken someone's heart: Yeah. =S
085. Been arrested: Nope. But if I ever do, for some reason I have a feeling that Sandra, Melissa and Divya would be involved too. :P
086. Turned someone down: *starts singing 'Guy Who Turned Her Down'* Yeah.
087. Cried when someone died: No one close I know has died. Yet.
088. Liked a friend: Yeeeeah......I like all my friends! DOH!!
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: Hardly. It depends.
090. Miracles : Sometimes.
091. Love at first sight: Yes. That's why I bruise so much.
092. Heaven: Yes.
093. Santa Claus: LOL
094. Sex on a first date: No way.
096. Angels: Yeah.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
- Yeah. But he doesn't know I exist.
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?
- Yeah. I think. It's hard to remember.
099. Do you believe in God?
- Mmmhmm....
100. tag 5 people: Melissa, Divya, Sandra, Myra and Alexandria.
002. Nickname: Tash, Nat, Nata, Tasha, Nad, Naddy, Poynter, CocoNAT, PeaNAT.....
003. Married: Divorced. :P
004. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius. (Like Dougie! =D)
005. Male or female: Female
007. High school: SMK (P) Sri Aman
008. College: Don't know yet. Either King's College or Yale....
010. Short/long hair: short-ish, long-ish
015. Are you a health freak: Nope. But I do look at the mirror and think, "OMFGD! I'm so faaaat...."
016. Height: 5, 2'' I think.
017 . Do you have a crush on someone: It's more of an addiction than a 'crush'.
018. Do you like yourself: It depends.
019. Piercings: Ears
021. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS :
022. First surgery: None. Thank God!
023. First piercing(s): When I was three.
024. First best friend: Zarith Syazlyn. I think. OMGD....I think I forgot how to spell her name. = If you're reading this, I'm sorry!!
025. First award: Kindergarten
026. First sport you joined: Track and field. Relay race.
027. First pet: Kitty!! ;)
028. First vacation: London
029. First concert: I think it was Westlife. :O
030. First crush: It was pathetic.
CURRENTLY :
049. Eating: Nopey.
050. Drinking: No. But I would really love a glass of water right now. Honeystars are dryyy....
052. I'm about to: type! x)
YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: Yeah.
059. Want to get married: to Dougie Poynter. =B NGAHAHAHA......
060. Careers in mind: Psychologist in erm.....criminology.
WHICH ONE IS BETTER:
068. Lips or eyes: Eyes!!! *sighs*
069. Hugs or kisses: BOTH
070. Shorter or taller: Taller! Of course.
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantically spontaneous.
073. Nice stomach or nice arm: Let go into specifics, toned stomach and strong arms. :)
074. Sensitive or loud: Loudly sensitive. :P
075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationships. Always.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant: Both.
HAVE YOU EVER :
078. Kissed a stranger?: No.
079. Drank bubbles: Yeah.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: Lost my glasses before. I feel like an old grandma. =O
081. Ran away from home: Planned to.
082. Liked someone younger: Yeah. What a sad case.
083. Liked someone older: Of course. :)
084. Broken someone's heart: Yeah. =S
085. Been arrested: Nope. But if I ever do, for some reason I have a feeling that Sandra, Melissa and Divya would be involved too. :P
086. Turned someone down: *starts singing 'Guy Who Turned Her Down'* Yeah.
087. Cried when someone died: No one close I know has died. Yet.
088. Liked a friend: Yeeeeah......I like all my friends! DOH!!
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: Hardly. It depends.
090. Miracles : Sometimes.
091. Love at first sight: Yes. That's why I bruise so much.
092. Heaven: Yes.
093. Santa Claus: LOL
094. Sex on a first date: No way.
096. Angels: Yeah.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
- Yeah. But he doesn't know I exist.
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?
- Yeah. I think. It's hard to remember.
099. Do you believe in God?
- Mmmhmm....
100. tag 5 people: Melissa, Divya, Sandra, Myra and Alexandria.
Saturday, 19 January 2008
I Miss Myra. ='(
Come hoooooooome.
*sighs*
Is your grandma okay?
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Umbrella' McFly version. *obviously*
So, I know I was supposed to check in before tuition but I was caught up in other things. Mainly, checking, double checking and even triple checking to make sure I've finished all of my homework before going to tuition. Seriously, I've seen Miss Nirmala yell at other people for not finishing their homework and it's scary. =S
You will piss in your pants. I swear.
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Friday Night' by McFly.
Think I'm gonna lose it, lose it, lose it.....
Think I'm gonna lose it, lose it, lose it........
Eh, boy. Stop apologizing for nothing la. Purposely making me think of you ah?
*points above* Imagine me saying that with a Chinese-like slang. 'Cos that's how it's suppose to sound like. =D
I'm proud of the way I talk. It's awesome. :P NGAHAHA....
Although I crap alot.
I need a glass of water. Hmmm....anyway tuition today was sort of boring. Because we had to assesment tests. I totally envy that guy who got 39/40. I think I got 34. *sighs*
But I'm happy about my Science marks. Albert and I were going all crazy trying to count my marks over and over again to make sure it was right and not some sort of typo thing.
I got annoyed with my dad a lot today. Mostly because he kept yelling at me like, I'm not doing this or that right......and yadda yadda yadda. And I just sat there simmering in silence. Well, what else could I do? I'm the 'daughter'. The 'kid'. I have shit for brains and I have all the manners of a monkey.
-.-'
Stupid adult thinking.
This is why I like Miss Nirmala, she's never fake to us. She always tells us the truth and when she's wrong, she admits it. Not like SOME people I would like to mention.
Omgd.....Myra....the Elliot Minor songs takes so long to download. I've been online for like an hour and a half already and it's taking an hour and a half to download two songs. Why do the files have to be so dumb ass big? 8kb yo.......
Wise words from Mel: "We either love too much or we might as well not love at all."
I agree!!!! Hence, Dougie Lee Poynter. <3>
Why oh why am I pestering Rauf with so many questions? Seriously. Don't let me NOT touch the keyboard for long periods of time. I go positively loony and my fingers practically fly across them, they're a blur.
Anyways, I need to find for some people to buy those damn tickets. Before I go crazy.
*sighs*
Is your grandma okay?
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Umbrella' McFly version. *obviously*
So, I know I was supposed to check in before tuition but I was caught up in other things. Mainly, checking, double checking and even triple checking to make sure I've finished all of my homework before going to tuition. Seriously, I've seen Miss Nirmala yell at other people for not finishing their homework and it's scary. =S
You will piss in your pants. I swear.
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Friday Night' by McFly.
Think I'm gonna lose it, lose it, lose it.....
Think I'm gonna lose it, lose it, lose it........
Eh, boy. Stop apologizing for nothing la. Purposely making me think of you ah?
*points above* Imagine me saying that with a Chinese-like slang. 'Cos that's how it's suppose to sound like. =D
I'm proud of the way I talk. It's awesome. :P NGAHAHA....
Although I crap alot.
I need a glass of water. Hmmm....anyway tuition today was sort of boring. Because we had to assesment tests. I totally envy that guy who got 39/40. I think I got 34. *sighs*
But I'm happy about my Science marks. Albert and I were going all crazy trying to count my marks over and over again to make sure it was right and not some sort of typo thing.
I got annoyed with my dad a lot today. Mostly because he kept yelling at me like, I'm not doing this or that right......and yadda yadda yadda. And I just sat there simmering in silence. Well, what else could I do? I'm the 'daughter'. The 'kid'. I have shit for brains and I have all the manners of a monkey.
-.-'
Stupid adult thinking.
This is why I like Miss Nirmala, she's never fake to us. She always tells us the truth and when she's wrong, she admits it. Not like SOME people I would like to mention.
Omgd.....Myra....the Elliot Minor songs takes so long to download. I've been online for like an hour and a half already and it's taking an hour and a half to download two songs. Why do the files have to be so dumb ass big? 8kb yo.......
Wise words from Mel: "We either love too much or we might as well not love at all."
I agree!!!! Hence, Dougie Lee Poynter. <3>
Why oh why am I pestering Rauf with so many questions? Seriously. Don't let me NOT touch the keyboard for long periods of time. I go positively loony and my fingers practically fly across them, they're a blur.
Anyways, I need to find for some people to buy those damn tickets. Before I go crazy.
Friday, 18 January 2008
I Need -
- to pee.
Yes, I'm back. :)
I'm in a happy mood again. Thanks to a combination of watching Blink 182 videos and McFly videos. So yay!!!
Right anyway.......I need to pee. But I can't seem to find the energy to get up and actually go to the toilet. You see ma? This is what happens to your daughter when she has been deprived from her 'life supporting machine' for such a long time.
I am for some reason listening to Mark and Tom Delonge talking about their sex lives. Amazing. This was an old interview of course. Erm....1999. :D
I miss Blink 182 okay.
Go away.
Hmmm....I need to start selling those ICC tickets. For some of you who don't know, ICC is a short form for Interact Charity Concert. Happening on the 22nd of March (if I'm not mistaken, I shall re-confirm this.....It's not MY fault that I couldn't hear the minute reports from all the way at the back). The tickets are selling for RM25. The concert begins at 1.30pm ~ 4.30pm. Further details, just leave a comment here with your email address or something and I'll email you. Oh la la.....although yes, erm.....I'm not quite sure where it's gonna be held. ^.^'
Ahahaha.....I shall find out more, I swear!
Ow. My lips are bleeding. Yum. The taste of blood. Baizura thinks I'm half-vampire. Because I turn really, really pale at night and I like the taste of blood. It's salty. And yummy. :) Well, MY blood is yummy. Not sure about your's.
I am talking some pretty retarded English with Trisher on WLM. Total 'manglish' (Malay + English). Yay for Manglish! Mixed with some Chinese slang here and there. Which is really weird since I don't speak Chinese. o.o
But I guess because about 2 out of six of my best friends are chinese and I spend almost everyday with them. The slang kinda caught on. =>
Sooooo......yesterday was a really screwy day. Although Aqeel.....you have nothing to be sorry about. It's your decision, right? Like I said before, I'm not agreeing with this but I'll just have to find a way to move on. I don't want to make this difficult. For either of us. Okay? Okay.
Moving on with other things.....I have no idea what to do for my KH project. Why.....why can't we have home ec? Nooooo.....they HAD to choose woodwork and all those other crappy boring things for us. Hmmm....my neck hurts. I think this is a result from Charlie whose been making us 'sit and write in the proper way'. It's not like we don't know how to sit and write. But I just realized how most of us tend to lean somewhat to the left while writing and their books are always sideways. Did that just made any sense?
OH!! Speaking of classes. Remember that old story line that I had last year? A History fan fiction about a Malay girl falling in love with a British soldier during the time that Japan wanted to take over Malaya. Yeah, if you remembered all that then......I'm thinking of re-starting that idea all over again. This came to me during History lesson yesterday when I realized that form 3 has a lot of information during that time of century, which I wanted since last year. So yay!
I've been yawning for the past several minutes. I'm guessing that's nature's way of calling me to my bed. :) Mmmm.....nights everyone! And of course, I'll try and check in again before I leave for tuition tomorrow. Yes, tuition. Can't wait to see what laughs that are installed for tomorrow. :D
Yes, I'm back. :)
I'm in a happy mood again. Thanks to a combination of watching Blink 182 videos and McFly videos. So yay!!!
Right anyway.......I need to pee. But I can't seem to find the energy to get up and actually go to the toilet. You see ma? This is what happens to your daughter when she has been deprived from her 'life supporting machine' for such a long time.
I am for some reason listening to Mark and Tom Delonge talking about their sex lives. Amazing. This was an old interview of course. Erm....1999. :D
I miss Blink 182 okay.
Go away.
Hmmm....I need to start selling those ICC tickets. For some of you who don't know, ICC is a short form for Interact Charity Concert. Happening on the 22nd of March (if I'm not mistaken, I shall re-confirm this.....It's not MY fault that I couldn't hear the minute reports from all the way at the back). The tickets are selling for RM25. The concert begins at 1.30pm ~ 4.30pm. Further details, just leave a comment here with your email address or something and I'll email you. Oh la la.....although yes, erm.....I'm not quite sure where it's gonna be held. ^.^'
Ahahaha.....I shall find out more, I swear!
Ow. My lips are bleeding. Yum. The taste of blood. Baizura thinks I'm half-vampire. Because I turn really, really pale at night and I like the taste of blood. It's salty. And yummy. :) Well, MY blood is yummy. Not sure about your's.
I am talking some pretty retarded English with Trisher on WLM. Total 'manglish' (Malay + English). Yay for Manglish! Mixed with some Chinese slang here and there. Which is really weird since I don't speak Chinese. o.o
But I guess because about 2 out of six of my best friends are chinese and I spend almost everyday with them. The slang kinda caught on. =>
Sooooo......yesterday was a really screwy day. Although Aqeel.....you have nothing to be sorry about. It's your decision, right? Like I said before, I'm not agreeing with this but I'll just have to find a way to move on. I don't want to make this difficult. For either of us. Okay? Okay.
Moving on with other things.....I have no idea what to do for my KH project. Why.....why can't we have home ec? Nooooo.....they HAD to choose woodwork and all those other crappy boring things for us. Hmmm....my neck hurts. I think this is a result from Charlie whose been making us 'sit and write in the proper way'. It's not like we don't know how to sit and write. But I just realized how most of us tend to lean somewhat to the left while writing and their books are always sideways. Did that just made any sense?
OH!! Speaking of classes. Remember that old story line that I had last year? A History fan fiction about a Malay girl falling in love with a British soldier during the time that Japan wanted to take over Malaya. Yeah, if you remembered all that then......I'm thinking of re-starting that idea all over again. This came to me during History lesson yesterday when I realized that form 3 has a lot of information during that time of century, which I wanted since last year. So yay!
I've been yawning for the past several minutes. I'm guessing that's nature's way of calling me to my bed. :) Mmmm.....nights everyone! And of course, I'll try and check in again before I leave for tuition tomorrow. Yes, tuition. Can't wait to see what laughs that are installed for tomorrow. :D
So I guess it doesn't matter -
how I feel.
Because in the end I'll just get kicked again even when I'm down, RIGHT?
I really have no use for anyone. Do I?
*sighs*
Moving on from my completely utter lack of self-confidence or FRIENDS for that matter.....
Ngeh....not much to blog about. I was happy-happy go lucky just now after watching the McFly Motion in The Ocean DVD *AGAIN* but then after reading something I kinda went *does a flopping movement with my hand and then a CRASH sound affect*.
The purpose of my blog was to let out anything that was bugging me at the moment, no? If I do something otherwise, it would be lying AND my blog would have no purpose.
Sorry to offend anyone la okay but that's just how I was feeling.......
Sorry for taking McFly seriously.
Sorry for making them 'my everything'.
Sorry for loving Dougie.
Sorry for having SOME knowledge about the music industry.
Sorry for liking English so much.
Sorry for CARING about my formative marks.
Sorry for feeling like a dumb ass in front of the entire class.
Sorry for the fact that I have NO confidence whatsoever.
Sorry for TRYING to make myself feel better.
Because in the end I'll just get kicked again even when I'm down, RIGHT?
I really have no use for anyone. Do I?
*sighs*
Moving on from my completely utter lack of self-confidence or FRIENDS for that matter.....
Ngeh....not much to blog about. I was happy-happy go lucky just now after watching the McFly Motion in The Ocean DVD *AGAIN* but then after reading something I kinda went *does a flopping movement with my hand and then a CRASH sound affect*.
The purpose of my blog was to let out anything that was bugging me at the moment, no? If I do something otherwise, it would be lying AND my blog would have no purpose.
Sorry to offend anyone la okay but that's just how I was feeling.......
Sorry for taking McFly seriously.
Sorry for making them 'my everything'.
Sorry for loving Dougie.
Sorry for having SOME knowledge about the music industry.
Sorry for liking English so much.
Sorry for CARING about my formative marks.
Sorry for feeling like a dumb ass in front of the entire class.
Sorry for the fact that I have NO confidence whatsoever.
Sorry for TRYING to make myself feel better.
Thursday, 17 January 2008
The Voices in My Head -
- are telling me to give up.
I know I'm not supposed to use the computer 'cos it's not the weekends or whatever but I really need somewhere to let it all out thanks to the absences of some people.
Listening To: 'Not Alone' by McFly
To sum up this week in one word?
Disastrous.
It was like one plane crash after another. In sequence. With no advertisements in between.
It's funny how just two days can ruin the entire week when it had actually been going pretty well.
It all started yesterday...... *background fades away and when it returns, everything is in sepia toned*
In the morning they had an announcement on the PA system that all form 3 Malay students had to stay back for extra religion class. From 2.10 ~ 3.10. School finishes at 2.00pm. So that gave us like what? Ten minutes to eat? But of course during that ten minutes, I spent it looking for certain people causing me to miss lunch. So from 3.10pm~4.30pm was taekwando class and I would rather chop off my own hand then miss it because I needed those stupid ko-ko points. And then (yes, it's not over!) at 4.30pm~6.00pm was red house practice.
Let's just say, I nearly fainted in taekwando.
And was about to go loco in red house practice.
But that's not it!!
That morning, in English class this stupid psycho bitch made me, Myra and Sharinee look like a couple of retards.
And let me say one thing, "I ain't letting no fucking retarded self-obsessed bitch make me look like a dumb ass in MY favourite subject."
Grrrrrr.......
We had to do this role-playing thing. Half the class were the 'paparazzi' and the others were 'famous people'. Needless to say Myra, Sharinee and I chose to be a musical band because, hey, we all love music. But what made me want to strangle that stupid ass was the fact that me and Myra take our music very, VERY damn fucking seriously and SHE (meaning to say that 'arse') messed everything up thus making me and Mye look pretty damn stupid. Not only did she pronounced Myra's name wrong (it became MI-ra), she got my 'hometown' wrong (since we were in the mood of role playing we decided to be from England and naturally I chose 'Corringham, ESSEX' which suddenly became 'something-ham', MEssex) and THEN, she made that event 'Turning On The Christmas Lights' into, "Christmas event where there will be lots of lights."
Like,
What.
The.
Fuck?!?!?!
And then she rated us 5 (let me point out I wrote SHE and not the entire group because SHE wanted to do every single damn thing) because she said we were slow, and not sure of our answers and we did not elaborate.
Bloody hell.
We spent every single minute of the time given planning every single damn aspect of the band right down to the 'list of charity events that we support'. We spoke in perfect fluent English without any 'UM'S' or 'ER'S' and you're holding ONE bloody question against us?
If I might recall YOU did NOT plan anything PROPERLY and, AND you kept shooting COMMON QUESTIONS.
You are supposed to be the fucking paparazzi for God's sake.
Seriously, if you ever worked for a network, they'll fire you on the fucking spot. But that is AFTER I sue your sorry ass.
Grrrrrrr........
That was yesterday. Let's see what today brought.......
Well to be perfectly honest with you people, I was really chirpy and optimistic this morning, singing McFly songs at the top of my voice at 6am in the morning. I made a vow to myself that with McFly in the morning, I'm not letting anything crap my day.
As usual, I was wrong.
First thing that happened this morning was getting yelled at by my teacher for not completing yesterday's notes. Erm......If you had allowed me to speak, I would've said that I passed out the moment I sat in the car at 6pm because I had not ate ANYTHING at all that day, and only woke up the next morning. Or is that not a good reason?
Okay, so the day was beginning to get crappy and it was only in the morning. I tried to get myself hyped again by singing McFly.
It worked. For the rest of the day.
That is, until I got home a few hours ago and checked my messages on my handphone only to find out that Aqeel wants to call the relationship off.
*sinks down onto the floor*
Conclusion and Resolutions: Go to sleep tonight and don't get out of bed until year 2011.
I know I'm not supposed to use the computer 'cos it's not the weekends or whatever but I really need somewhere to let it all out thanks to the absences of some people.
Listening To: 'Not Alone' by McFly
To sum up this week in one word?
Disastrous.
It was like one plane crash after another. In sequence. With no advertisements in between.
It's funny how just two days can ruin the entire week when it had actually been going pretty well.
It all started yesterday...... *background fades away and when it returns, everything is in sepia toned*
In the morning they had an announcement on the PA system that all form 3 Malay students had to stay back for extra religion class. From 2.10 ~ 3.10. School finishes at 2.00pm. So that gave us like what? Ten minutes to eat? But of course during that ten minutes, I spent it looking for certain people causing me to miss lunch. So from 3.10pm~4.30pm was taekwando class and I would rather chop off my own hand then miss it because I needed those stupid ko-ko points. And then (yes, it's not over!) at 4.30pm~6.00pm was red house practice.
Let's just say, I nearly fainted in taekwando.
And was about to go loco in red house practice.
But that's not it!!
That morning, in English class this stupid psycho bitch made me, Myra and Sharinee look like a couple of retards.
And let me say one thing, "I ain't letting no fucking retarded self-obsessed bitch make me look like a dumb ass in MY favourite subject."
Grrrrrr.......
We had to do this role-playing thing. Half the class were the 'paparazzi' and the others were 'famous people'. Needless to say Myra, Sharinee and I chose to be a musical band because, hey, we all love music. But what made me want to strangle that stupid ass was the fact that me and Myra take our music very, VERY damn fucking seriously and SHE (meaning to say that 'arse') messed everything up thus making me and Mye look pretty damn stupid. Not only did she pronounced Myra's name wrong (it became MI-ra), she got my 'hometown' wrong (since we were in the mood of role playing we decided to be from England and naturally I chose 'Corringham, ESSEX' which suddenly became 'something-ham', MEssex) and THEN, she made that event 'Turning On The Christmas Lights' into, "Christmas event where there will be lots of lights."
Like,
What.
The.
Fuck?!?!?!
And then she rated us 5 (let me point out I wrote SHE and not the entire group because SHE wanted to do every single damn thing) because she said we were slow, and not sure of our answers and we did not elaborate.
WHAT THE FUCK?!?!
YOU FUCKING BITCH.
I SWEAR ON MY CD COLLECTION I HOPE YOU DIIIIEEEEE.
I won't even attend your funeral but I WILL send a letter saying that I approve of it.
Bloody hell.
We spent every single minute of the time given planning every single damn aspect of the band right down to the 'list of charity events that we support'. We spoke in perfect fluent English without any 'UM'S' or 'ER'S' and you're holding ONE bloody question against us?
If I might recall YOU did NOT plan anything PROPERLY and, AND you kept shooting COMMON QUESTIONS.
You are supposed to be the fucking paparazzi for God's sake.
Seriously, if you ever worked for a network, they'll fire you on the fucking spot. But that is AFTER I sue your sorry ass.
Grrrrrrr........
That was yesterday. Let's see what today brought.......
Well to be perfectly honest with you people, I was really chirpy and optimistic this morning, singing McFly songs at the top of my voice at 6am in the morning. I made a vow to myself that with McFly in the morning, I'm not letting anything crap my day.
As usual, I was wrong.
First thing that happened this morning was getting yelled at by my teacher for not completing yesterday's notes. Erm......If you had allowed me to speak, I would've said that I passed out the moment I sat in the car at 6pm because I had not ate ANYTHING at all that day, and only woke up the next morning. Or is that not a good reason?
Okay, so the day was beginning to get crappy and it was only in the morning. I tried to get myself hyped again by singing McFly.
It worked. For the rest of the day.
That is, until I got home a few hours ago and checked my messages on my handphone only to find out that Aqeel wants to call the relationship off.
*sinks down onto the floor*
Conclusion and Resolutions: Go to sleep tonight and don't get out of bed until year 2011.
Sunday, 13 January 2008
Trying To Forget
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'The Way You Make Me Feel' by McFly.
Phew.
Yes, I haven't forgotten about McFly. But it had been aaaaages since I listened to any one of their songs. Well, no. Actually I listened to them last night. :)
I found out that McFly songs are actually quite stimulating when you're doing maths homework. :D Go McFly!!
Well anyways, I've got tuition at 4pm. And yes, I'm freaking out all over again. But this time it's because I've never gone for the Geography and History tuition there before. And the teacher that's teaching wouldn't be Nirmala. It'll be some other teacher and I'm like.... =S
So I'm trying to forget about my nerves and read some fan fiction in Mugglenet!!!
Ohmygod.
It's been aaaages since I've gone there and actually read something. But I've got to remind myself to login more often. Cause they have this new rule that inactive members whom don't login more than 6 months will have their accounts deleted. =
No, please, nooooooooo!!!!
Ahahaha.....I'm laughing at the way that the admin called 'hackers', 'sexually frustrated men'. NGAHAHAHA....
Oh well.....
Anyways, I'm going to start paying attention to the fan fictions. Who knows? I'll probably get a fict idea. God knows I NEED one to take my mind of 'things'.
~Tash~
Phew.
Yes, I haven't forgotten about McFly. But it had been aaaaages since I listened to any one of their songs. Well, no. Actually I listened to them last night. :)
I found out that McFly songs are actually quite stimulating when you're doing maths homework. :D Go McFly!!
Well anyways, I've got tuition at 4pm. And yes, I'm freaking out all over again. But this time it's because I've never gone for the Geography and History tuition there before. And the teacher that's teaching wouldn't be Nirmala. It'll be some other teacher and I'm like.... =S
So I'm trying to forget about my nerves and read some fan fiction in Mugglenet!!!
Ohmygod.
It's been aaaages since I've gone there and actually read something. But I've got to remind myself to login more often. Cause they have this new rule that inactive members whom don't login more than 6 months will have their accounts deleted. =
No, please, nooooooooo!!!!
Ahahaha.....I'm laughing at the way that the admin called 'hackers', 'sexually frustrated men'. NGAHAHAHA....
Oh well.....
Anyways, I'm going to start paying attention to the fan fictions. Who knows? I'll probably get a fict idea. God knows I NEED one to take my mind of 'things'.
'I don't need nobody, but YOU.'
~Tash~
Saturday, 12 January 2008
I Lost My Place
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Collide' by Howie Day.
It's the weekends so excuuuuuse me for writing more than one post a day. Hey, look at the bright side. At least you'll have some long reading to do during the weekdays. Well, for some of you who read during the week days that is. Anyways....
Tuition. It was pretty amazing. Yes, as per usual, I was nervous over nothing. It was still the same ol' people. Just different place. A lot different. It's so huuuuuge. O.O
Although Albert is right, the chances of getting lost in that building would be very slim. But hey, you never know!!!
And Sharinee.....where are you? I would love to strangle you. :P Apparently you said Aaron wasn't coming anymore. Yet, hey, presto! There he was. Oh well.....at least that hasn't changed. Class wouldn't be the same without his 'remarks'.
Derick is still the same ol' annoying idiot that called me a 'boy' in class. -.-'
But out of the goodness of my heart, I resisted the urge to throw the book that I had in my hands at his head. :)
Baizura seemed......I don't know. But there was something not right about her. Not Baizura-ish. But I don't blame her. I felt completely detached during tuition as well. It's like my body and brains are there. But me, myself and I? The real Natasha? Somewhere either with Aqeel or in UK. But I definitely know that Natasha was in UK when we talked about the effects of cigarette smoking. I can't believe I actually had tears in my eyes when teacher was like, "The combinations of alcohol consuming, high cholesterol food like seafood and smoking could cause your (okay, I forgot what it's called but it's the hole inside your vein. The one where the blood flows through) to tighten and eventually the blood can not flow through. That could cause your heart to malfunction because your artery has died."
And of course my mind instantly went to Dougie. He does all those things. Seriously boy, I know to you I may not even exist. And it's up to you what you do with your life and everything but I think I speak for all your fans when I say, "None of us want anything dangerous to happen to you."
Okay?
Anyway.......moving on from the sad thought. I was just looking through some of my friend's MySpace's. Mostly the Sri Aman ones. And I'm wondering.......what the Hell is Aqeel doing with me when there are tons of other prettier Sri Aman girls there.....
I mean, okay, I know it's kind of a stupid thought but I just......I don't know. I.....gah....
I hate myself.
-.-'
What's new?
~Tash~
It's the weekends so excuuuuuse me for writing more than one post a day. Hey, look at the bright side. At least you'll have some long reading to do during the weekdays. Well, for some of you who read during the week days that is. Anyways....
Tuition. It was pretty amazing. Yes, as per usual, I was nervous over nothing. It was still the same ol' people. Just different place. A lot different. It's so huuuuuge. O.O
Although Albert is right, the chances of getting lost in that building would be very slim. But hey, you never know!!!
And Sharinee.....where are you? I would love to strangle you. :P Apparently you said Aaron wasn't coming anymore. Yet, hey, presto! There he was. Oh well.....at least that hasn't changed. Class wouldn't be the same without his 'remarks'.
Derick is still the same ol' annoying idiot that called me a 'boy' in class. -.-'
But out of the goodness of my heart, I resisted the urge to throw the book that I had in my hands at his head. :)
Baizura seemed......I don't know. But there was something not right about her. Not Baizura-ish. But I don't blame her. I felt completely detached during tuition as well. It's like my body and brains are there. But me, myself and I? The real Natasha? Somewhere either with Aqeel or in UK. But I definitely know that Natasha was in UK when we talked about the effects of cigarette smoking. I can't believe I actually had tears in my eyes when teacher was like, "The combinations of alcohol consuming, high cholesterol food like seafood and smoking could cause your (okay, I forgot what it's called but it's the hole inside your vein. The one where the blood flows through) to tighten and eventually the blood can not flow through. That could cause your heart to malfunction because your artery has died."
And of course my mind instantly went to Dougie. He does all those things. Seriously boy, I know to you I may not even exist. And it's up to you what you do with your life and everything but I think I speak for all your fans when I say, "None of us want anything dangerous to happen to you."
Okay?
Anyway.......moving on from the sad thought. I was just looking through some of my friend's MySpace's. Mostly the Sri Aman ones. And I'm wondering.......what the Hell is Aqeel doing with me when there are tons of other prettier Sri Aman girls there.....
I mean, okay, I know it's kind of a stupid thought but I just......I don't know. I.....gah....
I hate myself.
-.-'
What's new?
'Your heart is a grave ot be perfectly honest.'
~Tash~
Even The Best Falls Down Sometimes
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'She Says' by Howie Day (I think I'm slowly getting addicted to this guy....note to self: Need to listen to Elliot Minor due to Mye's growing obsession ;] See what all the fuss is about, you know?)
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I was stuck in a jam. Besides....the sunset does look pretty awesome. You have to give me some credit.
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My kitty! Her name is Phoebe. And I loooooooove her. :D
And so....my mum is already grumbling about me using the computer for so long. Seriously, I miss form 2 a lot. *sighs*
~Tash~
It's only 9.43am.
And it's a Saturday.
What am I doing up this early?
Well you can thank the arrival of my half-brother and half-sister. Hellloooo?? Do you like need to visit now? Of all times??
It's my sleep-in day!!!!
Grrrr.....
Plus, I'm already worrying about tuition. It's silly really. I mean, I like that tuition centre alot. The teacher is awesome. :D
And my classmates are funny and everything. But according to Sharinee (yes YOU woman!), she said that some of the students from last year are no longer there. Mainly Aaron. It's not like I have like this thing going on for him okay? Noooooo. I have Aqeel and I'm as content as a cat with it's belly getting scratched. It's just......I'm gonna miss his stupid remarks. And the fact that he always calls teacher 'Madam', despite getting corrected from TEACHER about a million times a day. *laughs*
And then Sash and Sand are no longer coming.
So it'll just be me, Bai and Sharinee.
Wow.
Well, not only us of course. I mean, there'd be other students from other schools as well but you get what I mean. But that 'little retard' is still there. Teacher's 'darling'. Lol. So at least some things still haven't changed.
But that won't stop me from being worried. Cos like, this is the second week of tuition. And I missed the first week. I wouldn't want people to think I'm like this some sort of 'newbie' when I've been there for the past year. Plus, it's in a new building (yes, the tuition centre moved) and there's like an elevator and everything. But the thing is, I don't even know where the building is. -.-
All that people have been telling me is, "It's opposite the old centre!"
Well my dear friends, 'opposite the old centre' if I can recall is a bunch of measly sakai run down restaurants. You're telling me the new tuition centre is there? *raises an eyebrow*
Okay, okay....I know I'm being stupid. I'm just......gah....I hate my nerves. I can imagine them as tiny little people running up and down inside my veins like crazy, carrying a stack of papers and their clothes the wrong way on.
Oh la la la......well, I'm gonna post up some random snapshots that I took with my camera phone. If you're wondering what model it's the Music Xpress 5300. Lame right? Almost everyone has that phone. Grrrr.....I am SO determined to get all A's for my PMR to get that laptop and X-plorer guitar. Who cares if my phone is lame? I have the coolest guitar. :D
This was taken when I was having breakfast at a restaurant somewhere in Puchong.
Erm.....I was bored. And I found the snail. So I thought it'd like to keep me company. :)
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I was stuck in a jam. Besides....the sunset does look pretty awesome. You have to give me some credit.
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My kitty! Her name is Phoebe. And I loooooooove her. :D
And so....my mum is already grumbling about me using the computer for so long. Seriously, I miss form 2 a lot. *sighs*
'Bringing the awesome, every single day, in every single way.'
~Tash~
Friday, 11 January 2008
End of The Week
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Collide' by Howie Day (as well as trying to watch Urethra Chronicles II)
Hellooooooo.....
So I, unlike some people *points at my links* actually do in fact update my blog a lot often. :P
Anyways, I just finished the English essay I had to do about 'Famous Personalities' basically about a person whom we idolised. I chose to write about Tom Delonge. Oh ha ha ha ha.....Yes, very funny. Let's all have a huge laugh. Oh and while you're laughing, try and swallow the impact of my foot crushing down your throat. -.-'
Back of people. Tom Delonge is a legend. The only reason you'd say otherwise is 'cause you're just jealous of him. :P
omg....I sound like such a nine year old kid.
*slaps myself* Grow up Tash!
So I was just reading Mark's (yes, Mark Hoppus) blog on his website. www.himynameismark.com
It's pretty cool.
He's in my list of idols definitely. No worries. So is Travis Barker, Dougie Poynter, Tom Fletcher, Danny Jones and Harry Judd. You people don't have to worry about me forgetting the McFly lads. I love all of them too much to ever let them ago. Especially Dougie. :)
So yes, I was reading Mark's blog and it actually got me to smile in the last few hours I've been down. Way to go Mark! I owe you.
Well besides that, I had the old episode of Urethra Chronicles II to amuse me. Tom talking about aliens. It never fails to make me laugh. Yes, Tom. It's serious shit. I know.
It's like 20 minutes to twelve and my eyes are beginning to droop already. Blame this on some very smart school. But then again, I promised Andrea I'd be up by 1am when she wants to call me. And we'll talk till two a.m. And since it's a Saturday tomorrow.....I'd want to sleep in. But then again I have tuition (yes, tuition. Did I not mention that parents are intending to kill us before we actually sit for our PMR exams?) from 2pm until god knows when. I think it's three hours long or something like that. But beware you potential stalkers. I know taekwando and I'm not afraid to use it!
*strikes a Ninja pose*
Omgd Mel you lazy person. Go and get a glass of water la. I don't want to see my best friend coughing out blood okay? Besides, who's going to take you to the hospital if you do? Since none of us has learned to drive yet. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Why is it that the legal driving age here in Malaysia is 18 when in other countries it's 16?
Heeeellllooo......??
Can't you trust us 'car people' to not turn into mat rempits?
Besides, haven't you ever wondered the reason they first started out that stupid 'social activity' because they weren't allowed to drive anything other than motorbikes. Yet.
Grrr.....okay, I won't talk about 'mat rempits' since I will just rant and go all psycho crazy.
*laughs*
Quote Tom Delonge: "To be a Navy Seal you must be serious you have to take an oath and defend the constitution of the United States of America. To kill and not to be killed. To die and not to be died."
LOL.
Seriously. Here is my medication of a sure-fire way to smile when you are depressed. Watch Blink 182 interviews. Tom, Mark and Travis. I love you guys. =')
Please say Blink 182 is not gone.......forever?
~Tash~
Hellooooooo.....
So I, unlike some people *points at my links* actually do in fact update my blog a lot often. :P
Anyways, I just finished the English essay I had to do about 'Famous Personalities' basically about a person whom we idolised. I chose to write about Tom Delonge. Oh ha ha ha ha.....Yes, very funny. Let's all have a huge laugh. Oh and while you're laughing, try and swallow the impact of my foot crushing down your throat. -.-'
Back of people. Tom Delonge is a legend. The only reason you'd say otherwise is 'cause you're just jealous of him. :P
omg....I sound like such a nine year old kid.
*slaps myself* Grow up Tash!
So I was just reading Mark's (yes, Mark Hoppus) blog on his website. www.himynameismark.com
It's pretty cool.
He's in my list of idols definitely. No worries. So is Travis Barker, Dougie Poynter, Tom Fletcher, Danny Jones and Harry Judd. You people don't have to worry about me forgetting the McFly lads. I love all of them too much to ever let them ago. Especially Dougie. :)
So yes, I was reading Mark's blog and it actually got me to smile in the last few hours I've been down. Way to go Mark! I owe you.
Well besides that, I had the old episode of Urethra Chronicles II to amuse me. Tom talking about aliens. It never fails to make me laugh. Yes, Tom. It's serious shit. I know.
It's like 20 minutes to twelve and my eyes are beginning to droop already. Blame this on some very smart school. But then again, I promised Andrea I'd be up by 1am when she wants to call me. And we'll talk till two a.m. And since it's a Saturday tomorrow.....I'd want to sleep in. But then again I have tuition (yes, tuition. Did I not mention that parents are intending to kill us before we actually sit for our PMR exams?) from 2pm until god knows when. I think it's three hours long or something like that. But beware you potential stalkers. I know taekwando and I'm not afraid to use it!
*strikes a Ninja pose*
Omgd Mel you lazy person. Go and get a glass of water la. I don't want to see my best friend coughing out blood okay? Besides, who's going to take you to the hospital if you do? Since none of us has learned to drive yet. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Why is it that the legal driving age here in Malaysia is 18 when in other countries it's 16?
Heeeellllooo......??
Can't you trust us 'car people' to not turn into mat rempits?
Besides, haven't you ever wondered the reason they first started out that stupid 'social activity' because they weren't allowed to drive anything other than motorbikes. Yet.
Grrr.....okay, I won't talk about 'mat rempits' since I will just rant and go all psycho crazy.
*laughs*
Quote Tom Delonge: "To be a Navy Seal you must be serious you have to take an oath and defend the constitution of the United States of America. To kill and not to be killed. To die and not to be died."
LOL.
Seriously. Here is my medication of a sure-fire way to smile when you are depressed. Watch Blink 182 interviews. Tom, Mark and Travis. I love you guys. =')
Please say Blink 182 is not gone.......forever?
'Bringing the awesome, every single day, in every single way.'
*Thanks Mark!!*
~Tash~
Thursday, 10 January 2008
I Feel Like I'm Falling
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Way Back Into Love' by Hugh Grant and Haley Banett. (Yes, I like this song. Go away)
Sorry for the last 'angry' post. I was just stressing out since I only had an hour online and most of the time was spent editing my blog layout and I actually had this amazing idea for a post but yeah, it got ruined. Anyways, today is a 'one day holiday' and my parents are out so here I am! :D
So today is my sister's 6th Birthday. Happy Birthday Elly. But beware......I'm only going to be nice to you today. :P
Ahahaha......Yes, I'm a pretty lame sister. Be thankful you're not related to me!!
Anyway, I've been reading a couple of blogs and everyone has one thing in common. It's only the second week of school (for us Malaysians) and everyone is already stressing out. Seriously, adults......don't you get it? We are studying. In fact, we study better without all of you breathing down our necks. Just back off okay? We KNOW we've got major exams. Major, MAJOR exams. Why are you stressing out when we're the ones sitting for it? Yes, I know all of you want to see your kids get good results. But how are they if they're too stressed out to even think? And what's with all the tuition pile up? Don't we already spend enough time studying thanks to stupid school and their extended time? *sighs* I will never, ever understand you.
Soooo.......Baizura wanted me to post this in the school yearbook but I don't really want to cause.....I don't know. I find it kinda....erm....stupid?
But just to please her, I'm posting this here. This is actually an excerpt of my 'thoughts' book. It's actually.....for....erm.....Dougie.
'I wish I never knew him. But then again, I don't think my life would be as meaningful. I feel trapped. Suffocating in a cage, a hand over my mouth. Holding back the things I wish I could desperately shout out. My love for Dougie is unconditional. It knows no boundaries. Even if it hurts me, I want him to be happy. I would never do anything to hurt him. My heart aches at the very thought. At this precise moment, he's in love with someone else. It doesn't matter. I'll forever be his guardian angel. I'll still love him, even if I have to do it from far, and I'll protect him in a way that he won't ever notice. I give him my everything because he is my everything.'
I know, it's kinda stalker-ish. Isn't it? And erm....here's a poem about it. Yes, I know. I think too much about him. I know I'm not supposed to. And I know that I need to let go. I just.....can't.
'Can't you see me?
I'm right here.
Can't you see me now?
A ghost in your eyes,
A shadow following you, between the black and the white
I'm the grey
A mere dust in your technicoloured life.
Can't you see me?
I'm right here.
Can't you see me now?
Hidden behind your judgement
A broken person with a heart that's whole
Why can't you see me?'
Crazy isn't it? I'm longing after him but he doesn't even know I exist. Guess, life was never meant to be fair. -.-'
Anyways, I hear my parents car. I should go. Taaaa....
Take care of me. Take me. Take care.
~Tash~
Sorry for the last 'angry' post. I was just stressing out since I only had an hour online and most of the time was spent editing my blog layout and I actually had this amazing idea for a post but yeah, it got ruined. Anyways, today is a 'one day holiday' and my parents are out so here I am! :D
So today is my sister's 6th Birthday. Happy Birthday Elly. But beware......I'm only going to be nice to you today. :P
Ahahaha......Yes, I'm a pretty lame sister. Be thankful you're not related to me!!
Anyway, I've been reading a couple of blogs and everyone has one thing in common. It's only the second week of school (for us Malaysians) and everyone is already stressing out. Seriously, adults......don't you get it? We are studying. In fact, we study better without all of you breathing down our necks. Just back off okay? We KNOW we've got major exams. Major, MAJOR exams. Why are you stressing out when we're the ones sitting for it? Yes, I know all of you want to see your kids get good results. But how are they if they're too stressed out to even think? And what's with all the tuition pile up? Don't we already spend enough time studying thanks to stupid school and their extended time? *sighs* I will never, ever understand you.
Soooo.......Baizura wanted me to post this in the school yearbook but I don't really want to cause.....I don't know. I find it kinda....erm....stupid?
But just to please her, I'm posting this here. This is actually an excerpt of my 'thoughts' book. It's actually.....for....erm.....Dougie.
'I wish I never knew him. But then again, I don't think my life would be as meaningful. I feel trapped. Suffocating in a cage, a hand over my mouth. Holding back the things I wish I could desperately shout out. My love for Dougie is unconditional. It knows no boundaries. Even if it hurts me, I want him to be happy. I would never do anything to hurt him. My heart aches at the very thought. At this precise moment, he's in love with someone else. It doesn't matter. I'll forever be his guardian angel. I'll still love him, even if I have to do it from far, and I'll protect him in a way that he won't ever notice. I give him my everything because he is my everything.'
I know, it's kinda stalker-ish. Isn't it? And erm....here's a poem about it. Yes, I know. I think too much about him. I know I'm not supposed to. And I know that I need to let go. I just.....can't.
'Can't you see me?
I'm right here.
Can't you see me now?
A ghost in your eyes,
A shadow following you, between the black and the white
I'm the grey
A mere dust in your technicoloured life.
Can't you see me?
I'm right here.
Can't you see me now?
Hidden behind your judgement
A broken person with a heart that's whole
Why can't you see me?'
Crazy isn't it? I'm longing after him but he doesn't even know I exist. Guess, life was never meant to be fair. -.-'
Anyways, I hear my parents car. I should go. Taaaa....
Take care of me. Take me. Take care.
~Tash~
Sunday, 6 January 2008
It's Useless
Current Song I'm Listening To: FUCKING SHIT LA I CAN"T THINK ANYMORE
Right.
I thought I had an idea on how to do this.
But right now....I want to strangle my dad. -.-'
He's pressuring me about using the computer. And that tomorrow is a school day and fucking BLA BLA BLA. -.-'
Grrrrrrrrrr.......
Thanks for ruinning the plan for my blog dad. Thanks.
Yes, now I can't even be happy about all the hard work shitty things that I did for my blog.
Stupid.
Fucking.
GAH!!!!
Right.
I thought I had an idea on how to do this.
But right now....I want to strangle my dad. -.-'
He's pressuring me about using the computer. And that tomorrow is a school day and fucking BLA BLA BLA. -.-'
Grrrrrrrrrr.......
Thanks for ruinning the plan for my blog dad. Thanks.
Yes, now I can't even be happy about all the hard work shitty things that I did for my blog.
Stupid.
Fucking.
GAH!!!!
Saturday, 5 January 2008
Sleepy Head
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Way Back Into Love' by Hugh Grant and Haley Banett
Hello.....How's everyone doing?
Yes, I'm bored.
Not much to do actually. Was supposed to go to tuition today but my mum wanted to 'discuss' things with my dad, so I didn't go. I actually feel bad because I really want to learn maths. I mean, one of my favourite subjects so yeah.....and besides nothing can go wrong in maths. You know the formula then everything just falls into place. It's Geo and Kemahiran Hidup (I have no idea what it's called in English so please excuse me) that I can't stand.
*laughs*
I just found out that Richard goes to the same school as Aqeel does. Wow. Talk about coincidence. :P Ahahaha......I can't stop laughing for some reason. I don't know why I find this so amusing.
Ohmygod. I'm so lame. -.-'
*sighs* I'm so sleepy. But I don't want to go to bed. Cause then it'll be Sunday. And then it'll be one more day before school starts again. No, no, no. Please don't force me to go.......
-.-'
Haih. Well, like I said before, my day was boring. It was mostly filled with writing, sleeping and erm.....more sleeping. I'm trying to do that English homework that I have but I'm not sure if I actually want to write something so personal.
I mean, technically it's not personal. But I don't know.....
I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore!
Yes, I am that sleepy. I'm trying the best I can to make this interesting but as you can see, I'm doing a pretty crappy job at it.
I'm just chatting on WLM with some people now. 'People' meaning, Melissa and Richard since everyone isn't online for some mysterious reason. Sash, did I not get the memo? Or did you fall asleep on the couch?
It's 11.11pm and surprisingly, I don't find it weird when Richard said, "Be right back. Gonna make dinner."
I know, you're probably wondering...."Why the heck am I writing that in my blog?". Right? I don't know. I'm just.......bored.
And this is what I do.
As you might have figured already. I'll just say the randomest crap that's in my mind. Okay, okay, I shall not continue to bore you with my useless rants. Catch you in the next post. Sorry if I branched out a bit on this one. =
I have Hugh Grant dancing in my head.
~Tash~
Hello.....How's everyone doing?
Yes, I'm bored.
Not much to do actually. Was supposed to go to tuition today but my mum wanted to 'discuss' things with my dad, so I didn't go. I actually feel bad because I really want to learn maths. I mean, one of my favourite subjects so yeah.....and besides nothing can go wrong in maths. You know the formula then everything just falls into place. It's Geo and Kemahiran Hidup (I have no idea what it's called in English so please excuse me) that I can't stand.
*laughs*
I just found out that Richard goes to the same school as Aqeel does. Wow. Talk about coincidence. :P Ahahaha......I can't stop laughing for some reason. I don't know why I find this so amusing.
Ohmygod. I'm so lame. -.-'
*sighs* I'm so sleepy. But I don't want to go to bed. Cause then it'll be Sunday. And then it'll be one more day before school starts again. No, no, no. Please don't force me to go.......
-.-'
Haih. Well, like I said before, my day was boring. It was mostly filled with writing, sleeping and erm.....more sleeping. I'm trying to do that English homework that I have but I'm not sure if I actually want to write something so personal.
I mean, technically it's not personal. But I don't know.....
I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore!
Yes, I am that sleepy. I'm trying the best I can to make this interesting but as you can see, I'm doing a pretty crappy job at it.
I'm just chatting on WLM with some people now. 'People' meaning, Melissa and Richard since everyone isn't online for some mysterious reason. Sash, did I not get the memo? Or did you fall asleep on the couch?
It's 11.11pm and surprisingly, I don't find it weird when Richard said, "Be right back. Gonna make dinner."
I know, you're probably wondering...."Why the heck am I writing that in my blog?". Right? I don't know. I'm just.......bored.
And this is what I do.
As you might have figured already. I'll just say the randomest crap that's in my mind. Okay, okay, I shall not continue to bore you with my useless rants. Catch you in the next post. Sorry if I branched out a bit on this one. =
I have Hugh Grant dancing in my head.
~Tash~
Friday, 4 January 2008
Same ol' Scenery
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Walls' by Emery.
Two days of school and I'm already willing to bet that next week would be rougher and tougher. -.-'
Can't wait to get used to starvation. By the end of January, all Sri Aman girls would look like skinny anorexic models. That's a good thing, I suppose.
Yesterday was mostly devoted to deciding the class monitor and other crappy things regarding the class system and yadda yadda yadda. Today was mostly the same except that we did learn something today. English. We have homework too! Wow. How unsurprising. -.- Oh well, I can't complain. Homework in English is never too much for me. :D
Gee, how nerdy did that sound? Lol.
But yeah, we're suppose to write a short bio of a famous personality that has made an impact in our lives. So I'm thinking of writing about Tom Delonge. :)
But then again a part of me wants to write about Dougie Poynter. Of course. But I guess I have to think logically (wow, I know! ME? Think logically? Who IS this person?), and separate 'love like total obsession' and 'idolize like crazy'. Fortunately Dougie falls in the first category and Tom Delonge in the latter. Aqeel, don't get jealous. You'll always have a place in my heart. :P
Anyways, speaking of school. All the teachers, well not all but about 50% of the teachers seems to be pregnant. Erm, not meaning to offend anyone but is this a 'season' to get pregnant or something? Or did you planned this all out in the staff room while the students were busy choosing the class leaders? *raises a suspicious eyebrow*
But even so, Puan Puteri, if you're reading this, I'd like to say congrats! And when is he/she due? :) And why aren't you teaching the form 3's? ='(
And so, I'm going to go and concentrate on other things now. I'm trying to enjoy the free time that I have before we actually have to get down and dirty and start doing real work... =S
Not.
Looking.
Forward.
To.
That.
~Tash~
Two days of school and I'm already willing to bet that next week would be rougher and tougher. -.-'
Can't wait to get used to starvation. By the end of January, all Sri Aman girls would look like skinny anorexic models. That's a good thing, I suppose.
Yesterday was mostly devoted to deciding the class monitor and other crappy things regarding the class system and yadda yadda yadda. Today was mostly the same except that we did learn something today. English. We have homework too! Wow. How unsurprising. -.- Oh well, I can't complain. Homework in English is never too much for me. :D
Gee, how nerdy did that sound? Lol.
But yeah, we're suppose to write a short bio of a famous personality that has made an impact in our lives. So I'm thinking of writing about Tom Delonge. :)
But then again a part of me wants to write about Dougie Poynter. Of course. But I guess I have to think logically (wow, I know! ME? Think logically? Who IS this person?), and separate 'love like total obsession' and 'idolize like crazy'. Fortunately Dougie falls in the first category and Tom Delonge in the latter. Aqeel, don't get jealous. You'll always have a place in my heart. :P
Anyways, speaking of school. All the teachers, well not all but about 50% of the teachers seems to be pregnant. Erm, not meaning to offend anyone but is this a 'season' to get pregnant or something? Or did you planned this all out in the staff room while the students were busy choosing the class leaders? *raises a suspicious eyebrow*
But even so, Puan Puteri, if you're reading this, I'd like to say congrats! And when is he/she due? :) And why aren't you teaching the form 3's? ='(
And so, I'm going to go and concentrate on other things now. I'm trying to enjoy the free time that I have before we actually have to get down and dirty and start doing real work... =S
Not.
Looking.
Forward.
To.
That.
~Tash~
Thursday, 3 January 2008
Wishes
I should stop caring about anything.
That way I wouldn't get hurt.
'I wish I was brave,
I wish I was stronger,
I wish I could feel no pain.' - 'I Feel So' by Box Car Racer
Tuesday, 1 January 2008
We'll Never Grow Up
Current Song I'm Listening To: 'Grow Up' by Simple Plan
Hello everyone. This is my 81st blog (if anyone had kept track) and also, the first blog for the New Year. Yay me. *laughs*
Right, so the title of my post today makes me feel like I'm starring in some sort of Peter Pan film. Sash could play Tinkerbell or Captain Hook. Naaah....Probably Captain Hook, since she's the 'pirate'. Erm....Myra could be Peter Pan and Tom is her Tinkerbell!!! *laughs*
And so....as I predicted, my New Year's wasn't as awesome as one might think. Spent the time chatting with Myra and Sash online and before we knew it, it was already twelve. Lol. Although, five minutes to midnight Myra did began to sing 'Five Minutes To Midnight' by Boys Like Girls.
La la la.....RECKLESS. I'm bored. :) Please amuse me.
Hmmm....I think this Simple Plan song could be Sash's new theme song. :D *laughs* I mean that in every good way possible okay Sash? Actually, I think this could be my theme song too but then again.....everyone knows that All The Small Things fits me better. Right? Hang on.....no, not really. But we all know I have this stupid choreographed dance to it. Yes, I've been told I'm lame. I'm quite aware of it.
2 days till school starts. O.O
Omgd...
I don't wanna goooooooooooooooo..............
*sudden song pops into my head*
Great.
I just figured out the perfect theme song for Thursday. 'Ticket Outta Loserville' by Son of Dork. :D
'Pinch me, is this real? I'm on a one way ticket BACK to loserville.'
=]
Hello everyone. This is my 81st blog (if anyone had kept track) and also, the first blog for the New Year. Yay me. *laughs*
Right, so the title of my post today makes me feel like I'm starring in some sort of Peter Pan film. Sash could play Tinkerbell or Captain Hook. Naaah....Probably Captain Hook, since she's the 'pirate'. Erm....Myra could be Peter Pan and Tom is her Tinkerbell!!! *laughs*
And so....as I predicted, my New Year's wasn't as awesome as one might think. Spent the time chatting with Myra and Sash online and before we knew it, it was already twelve. Lol. Although, five minutes to midnight Myra did began to sing 'Five Minutes To Midnight' by Boys Like Girls.
La la la.....RECKLESS. I'm bored. :) Please amuse me.
Hmmm....I think this Simple Plan song could be Sash's new theme song. :D *laughs* I mean that in every good way possible okay Sash? Actually, I think this could be my theme song too but then again.....everyone knows that All The Small Things fits me better. Right? Hang on.....no, not really. But we all know I have this stupid choreographed dance to it. Yes, I've been told I'm lame. I'm quite aware of it.
2 days till school starts. O.O
Omgd...
I don't wanna goooooooooooooooo..............
*sudden song pops into my head*
Great.
I just figured out the perfect theme song for Thursday. 'Ticket Outta Loserville' by Son of Dork. :D
'Pinch me, is this real? I'm on a one way ticket BACK to loserville.'
=]
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