There's Going To be A Party Tonight

Exams are this week...
HOLY MOTHER OF SHIZZ.....

I have not studied. Seriously. Sometimes I wonder what I'm doing here. I feel like the only reason I got here was by chance. I'm not smart (far, FAR from it). I've got no special talents (unless you count rambling in my blog like the neurotic teenager that I am).
*sighs*

I miss everyone. I can't wait to go home. 2 more weeks. 2 more freaking weeks of pure unrelentless torture. One more year of this and I'm out of here. I can't freaking wait. Facebook is working really slowly here and its driving me insane. Seriously.
There's no teacher in class and I'm glad about that. We don't have to do our modules. (:

Guess what?
Next year, there won't be anymore of this Science Computer classes and I'm freaking thrilled. I mean all we do anyway, is pretend to do our modules while we're secretly checking our Facebook/Friendster, Twittering (for me) or playing Dota (the majority of the guys in the class do). But that also means no more random blog posts from me. =(

I should really convince my dad to allow me to bring Broadband next year (like that'll happen).
So my birthday is around the corner....
*prays for a NON-repeat of last year*
Sorry Mummy and Daddy. I loved last year's affair but I don't really want to stand on a chair and start singing with a ketchup bottle again (TGIF tradition). I think Trisher has a recorded version of that. BURN IT TRISH, BURN IT!!!
Although I loved the part they sang and did that whole stamping their feet thingy. That was awesome. (:

This year's fiesta should be too but....its still tentative. Mummy, pleeeeease?
I miss everyone (like that feeling has ever went away. It's been six months and I'm still missing you guys like a lovesick teenager...HANG ON...I am a lovesick teenager. T.T)
Syauqi called last night. Totally made my night. (;
For those of you who don't know who the heck Syauqi is....I would like to say he's another half of me. Or like, the guy version of me. We met during Tunas Saintis and have been pretty damn close ever since (and that was what? Less than a month ago?).

Yeah Myra, Sash, Divya and Mel...I still have yet to give you the low down on this guy. I promise I will soon. EH, WE'RE GONNA WATCH NEW MOON TOGETHER KAN?!?!?!
It releases on the day after my birthday. (:
Btw, Jamie Campbell Bower (who is playing Caius in the movie) is MINE.
Kthanks.

OH EM GEE....Seriously, just the thought of studying makes me sick. Can I somehow get into DeLorean and fast forward until I'm in college? I mean, I know DeLorean is meant for going back into the past Doc Emmet but...I just want to skip this whole high school plastic facade and get on with real life (outside Malaysia please...somewhere like...Oh...California maybe?).
Big dreams and no hope. How do you like that?

Anyway....I'm off to go and Google some other stuff (READ: Alex Gaskarth and Dougie Poynter). Speaking of them... Their birthday's are coming up too. (;
I guess I'll make a YouTube video for them.
It's been a while since I updated my vlog. =/

To write love on her arms,
Tash.

P/s: Pray hard I pass my exams.

Drowning In A River of Denial

Hey people of the outside world (this goes for anyone who isn't incarcerated in MRSM Kota Kinabalu btw)....

As per usual, Monday mornings starts off with double period of Computer Science (a subject I have no idea WHY I'm taking although I hope this scores me points to get into electrical engineering...LOL)...

Anyway, as I predicted AirAsia delayed my flight yesterday (I got no words...SEEEEERIOUSLY!!) and when I got back everyone had already turned on their exam mode. Its like I walked into the world of alien robots who have nothing to do other than study. =/ The sad thing is, I'm an alien robot too. T.T At least until school finishes in November.

Speaking of November...Does anyone remember a certain someone's birthday? (Hint: It's not Dougie Poynter)
=)
Ha ha ha...
I might be hosting a party but who knows...Currently the plans are still in the 'tentative ideas' stage and since I'm all the way across the South China Sea, planning is going to be...hard. Not impossible. Hard. Especially since I forgot to bring my phone charger with me. How utterly awesome right?
Looks like I've got to search the entire girls' dormitory looking for someone who uses the same charger as I do. Good thing I don't use an iPhone.

While we're on the topic of the girls' dorm...there's a couple of cats in there that are SERIOUSLY on heat. I'm telling you, the male was basically humping everything in sight. And I...ladies and gentleman had the pleasure of having front row seats to a live cat sex show.
-.-'
You can sense how disturbed I am by now, aren't you?
TRAUMA....!!!

Moving on...
Last year I did a whole wish list thing for my birthday. Today, I'm just going to post up two. And if by some miracle this does come to me for my birthday, then I'll love you forever. Promise! Lol.

There's actually suppose to be an All Time Low band T-shirt up there as well but the computer here is working slower than (what's something slow?!)...
Well, you get my point...

Damn.

I'm supposed to be finishing an exam right now. Lol. It's safe to say that this may be the last time I'll be able to blog before the final exams kick in (Next week...THE HORROR!!!)

Wish me luck.

To write love on her arms,
Tash.

Your Dreamiest Nightmare

Hey gang!!

Call me living with the lights off but I just found out that AVA is having a motion picture done. I KNOW RIGHT?!?!
But poor Tom. =/
Hope you get better soon sweetie. Good luck with the surgery!

Anyway, mama has to go back to Sabah today (grawr). I'm really sorry people in cyberspace but it's the life of a boarding school chick. It'll be okay though! Because in another month I'll be back. (:
I can practically taste the freedom.

But before that sweet, sweet moment, there's this giant dinosaur blocking my path (a.k.a. FINAL EXAMS). My sweet sixteenth is right after that. :D Ahhhh...Going back is such a buzzkill but you gotta do what you gotta do.

Mum got me a Volcom pencil box from Bali and its awesome. The only problem is that I've been so used to having huge pencil boxes that having this one (which is half the size of my old one) feels a bit....weird. Ha ha ha. Blame Sri Aman and their super-sized pencil boxes that everyone brings.

Oh shoot. I gotta run, sugar babies. My flight is at 2.15pm but as per usual, AirAsia wants you to hang around LCCT like some sort of beggar with nothing better to do than to wait for a flight which they will eventually delay. -.-'

Good luck for all those people who are still having their final exams!! (Read: SEAN!!!)

To write love on her arms,
Tash.

To say that I love him, just doesn't cut it. (;

"IT GLOWS!!"

Mira and I were arguing.
Buzz Lightyear is no match for the force. I accept defeat. LOL.

Anyway, went to the dentist today. I chose the American flag colours for my braces (ha ha ha, I know). MRSM is having their final exams on the 4th of November so I've basically sold my soul to studying (not the devil, STUDYING).

Well, I can say I kept one of my New Year's resolution.
To embrace my inner-nerd and act more like Ben Campbell. Who knows, I'll be heading to MIT in 2011? (:
My stomach seems to be throwing a rebellion against me. It hurts like tiny forks are being poked through my skin over and over again from the inside out.

I've finished the Anne Rice series, so yay me! I'm starting this new book called, 'Company of Liars' and it's about the plague. Awesome read. :D
Well, for me anyways.

I'm really, seriously tired. Boarding school slowly steals the energy life force from you. Seriously. No wonder people there conform so easily. *raises an eyebrow*
Well, I'm not sure if its conforming or they're just closed-minded. I think its the latter.
Oh dear God, seriously...
Don't get me started on the kids there. It's as if I've stepped into some sort of prejudiced school back in the early 20th century. No kidding!
Its a good thing that witch burning was discontinued in the 19th century or I probably would've been chucked into the fires anyway. I hate being the odd one out. I try to convince myself that its called being unique.
But the students there are not the type to appreciate that.

Anyhoo... Trisher made me watch a random video of a German kid playing a little too violently (poor keyboard) on counterstrike. It was hilarious if not a bit random.

DAMMIT I HAVE LOST MY BLOGGING MOJO.
Seriously. WHERE THE HECK DID IT DISAPPEAR TOO?
I.must.find.it. D:

To write love on her arms,
Tash.

I'm Sick and Tired of Writing Songs About You

Hiya peeps,

Right. In computer science. Just got back from Penang from Tunas Saintis on Thursday. Then we were all allowed to go home because the water pump in our school broke down so I stayed over at a friend's house.

You would think I'd be able to use the Internet there but let's just say her younger sister makes Chucky look innocent. -.-
I'm not a fan of kids Baizura, and I will never be.

Anyhoo....
We didn't win TS. But that was because we were missing only one part.
Data.
T.T
Can you imagine, we'd have passed the benchmark if we did have that and we could've won.
Grawr.
We finished the prototype at the last minute anyway, so it's our fault.
BUT...

That doesn't mean it's the end. Oh noooo....
There's another international science fair competition going on. It's called iSWEEEP.

Dammit. Time is nearly over. I gotta run. I'll update more once I can get into the Science Department.

To write love on her arms,
Tash.

It's A Carnival

Hey. Quick post before I have to join Kamil at the workshop.

Our Tunas Saintis project is nearly done. All that's left is to drill some holes and attach everything together. Then we're freeeee....
Well not exactly, we've still got the pamphlet to do. And uhm...about 5% left of the thesis.

I'm excited to go but at the same time all I want to do is go home. It's a good thing the flight isn't a transit or I think I'd be begging to be sent home for a couple of days. Even after months of staying in boarding school, I still can't get used to the homesick feeling that comes after every long holidays.

Anyway, I'm missing everyone as per usual. And I'd like to wish all my friends in Sri Aman good luck for finals. You guys know those stuff. You know you're going to ace it.
So don't sweat it too much, aites?
Aites.

I gotta go. I'm like, half an hour late! o.O

To write love on her arms,
Tash.

How Long Have You Been In Your Bedroom?

Yeah, you are.


So I know I've been abusing my blog and leaving it to starve and rot.
I'm sorry baby! I really am. =(

Anyway, I'mma be gone by tomorrow morning. T.T
Grawr. My flight is at 9.30am and my luggage is definitely 15kg overweight.
*sighs*
I was reading my posts from like, a year ago and I miss that time. More like, I miss my blogging style back then.
SERIOUSLY. MRSM sucks my blog mojo out of me.

The thesis?
Is not done.
I only got about half a page of the introduction done and I gave up after that. Ha ha ha, Alex Gaskarth is such a distraction. Can you blame me? Anyway, I'm bringing my laptop there so that I can finish up on the thesis. Looks like prep malam it is then. Sadly, there's no Wi-Fi there so I won't be able to update this (well except for in Science Computer which is first thing Monday morning :B), let alone Tweet. But maybe I can like, steal the connection or something. (;

Ha ha ha. Never underestimate me, dude.
Anyhoos...
Baizura is over and I'm supposed to finish watching TrueBlood season 1 before I go.


5 MORE EPISODES TO GO!!!


To write love on her arms,
Tash.

P/s: I just want to take this time to thank all my faithful readers. Seriously, this blog will be nothing with you guys and I'm really sorry that I've been a useless Blogger since April. I promise in November when I'm back from boarding school, this blog will have the glamour it used to posses. (;